Me as in me

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Friday, October 15, 2010

.:. Beauty VS Beast .:.

Fat, for self or others?

I weigh 53kg still, phew. With the training schedule in Signals Institute, I'm starting to worry that I might get fat. The lack of PT, except for our daily 1.6km run, and sitting in lect rooms all day dosen't exactly make one very fit huh. Sometimes, I do miss the PT that we get during BMT, but that's besides the point. I am now afraid of getting fat, that I try to control snacking between lessons, afterall there is no outlet to release the extra energy.

Which one day set me thinking, why am I scared of getting fat, or other ppl in general too. Then it dawned on me, how most of us are scared of getting fat, not because of our health, but because we want to look "nice". We are all scared of getting that extra flabby layer on our tummies and thigh area, with the ultimate behind it to impress other ppl. For me, its cos I am afraid of losing my shape. I know it isn't exactly health concsious, but ya. I can't help it, with so many abs floating infront of my eyes everyday. The least I could do is prevent myself from looking too cui right.

Anyway, see the difference in choices ppl make now. When given the option of chossing to be healthy so we cut down on our unhealthy foodstuff, we instead rather pick because we want look handsome/beautiful so we are scared fat. Isn't that kinda ironic. We place our lives, to say it extremely, below how we want others to look at us. To impress others first, save ourselves last. Is this how the society has now made us into, a "materialized" generation where outlook spans above all.

Some might say that there is nothing wrong with this choice, for it serves both purposes. Well that's true I guess. There's nothing wrong with wanting to look appealing, only wrong in wanting too much. Which is why I am rather against plastic surgery and all. Anyways, as long as the person does not go overboard (i've been eating my proper 3 meals in camp, and guilty of more on weekends still), it should be alright I guess.

It's jus appaling how society has shaped our choice-making process into nowadays. Looks over health, Beauty or the beast, your choice.

And eating oyster omelette at 11pm isn't exaclty fullfilling either of the objects for me huh...oh well its bookout day anyway :)

Revealed on [7:38 PM]

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Gundam Freak

No one ever knows boku no oto
Doko made mo shinka suru
Mada shiranai jibun ga mezameteku
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Name: Dalvin

He values friendships to the highest degree. He may seem quiet to those who do not know him, but for the fortunate who do they know he is always there for them whenever they need it, wherever they need it. He puts great importance in his honour, and will do anything to uphold it.

Luvs:
Family
Friends
Teachers
Gundam!!!
Japanese Music
Kamen Rider
Anime

Training academies:
St Gabriel's Primary School -> 1D,2D,3B,4B,5A,6A
St Gabriel's Secondary School -> 1E3,2E3,3E1,4E1
Yishun Junior College(1st 3 months) -> P09
Nanyang Junior College -> 0804

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No one ever knows my sound
I everlastingly evolve
A part of myself that I wasn't aware of is awakening.

the One-Winged Angel
Imperfection at its best

Taiyou ni akogarete
Takaku takaku tonda tsubasa
Sono netsu ni tokasareta
Fukai umi e to ochite yuku

Odayaka na minamo ochita namida no hitoshizuku ga nami wo tate
Sono nami wa kaze ni fukare haruka kanata ni made mo todoku you ni

Tsuki ga sotto kata wo tataki
minamo utsushite kureta kiiro michi
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Looking up to the sun
Flying high, up high on wings
The heat dissolves them
and he falls into the deep sea.

A single tear drops into the serene water, creating a wave
That wave is blown by the wind and reaches far away.

The moon gently massages my shoulders
reflecting a yellow path on the water surface.

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Slowly carving a path through the world by on his own...