Me as in me

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Friday, March 5, 2010

.:. A-level results .:.

Can someone tell me what to think?

After much waiting, results was today. Spent almost 2hrs in school waiting anxiously for the results, felt like eternity. Then go hall, settle down, listen to principal talk. The honour roll listing came out. One by one the page goes, until the end where my name din come out. Expectations of myself was kinda making myself sian then already. Went down to the atrium, my heart getting tighter as I squeeze with the people on my way down. Seeking comfort in a group, I queued with the guys in TBB (minus Ryan who as expected did very well). Got my results slip, saw my scores. Heaved a sigh of relief, yet there was hardly enuff emotion in me to cheer out loud. Went to the side, smsed/called people and this was the comment I gave."Ok la. Not fantastic, but good enuff." Not trying to look down on people who scored lower than me, just that was how I felt.

With the remaining ppl, we went to Dhoby for JustAcia. Then as like before, we had nothing planned, so following the rules of "yi bu yi bu lai" we went to the arcade. After that, and a short filler hunt of caps for Ryan, ppl were getting tired so we jus all headed home.

Came home, was greeted with my mum sitting on the sofa with a thumbs up saying'"Good work :)" Then sat down to discuss bout uni plans, which uni to go, what course to take etc etc. Somehow I tink I am rather set on going NIE leh. Moneytary terms aside, its offers me a degree that is equivalent to what undergraduates in other courses are studying and is more scaled towards to teaching, while other science courses (from what I got from talks) is more scaled towards research which I dun tink I am interested in. Yet my dad seems alittle keen on pushing me onto other courses (that's what I got from talking to him la) and I dunnoe why. Is it because my brother is studying mathematics and economics course?

Having some kind of pent-up feeling in me, standing by the window staring into the sky. Looking at the black reflection cast on the window beside me, I wonder if its a smile or frown on that face there...

Opening my mouth, yet the screams from the heart simply dissapates before they are released...

Revealed on [5:35 AM]

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Gundam Freak

No one ever knows boku no oto
Doko made mo shinka suru
Mada shiranai jibun ga mezameteku
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Name: Dalvin

He values friendships to the highest degree. He may seem quiet to those who do not know him, but for the fortunate who do they know he is always there for them whenever they need it, wherever they need it. He puts great importance in his honour, and will do anything to uphold it.

Luvs:
Family
Friends
Teachers
Gundam!!!
Japanese Music
Kamen Rider
Anime

Training academies:
St Gabriel's Primary School -> 1D,2D,3B,4B,5A,6A
St Gabriel's Secondary School -> 1E3,2E3,3E1,4E1
Yishun Junior College(1st 3 months) -> P09
Nanyang Junior College -> 0804

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No one ever knows my sound
I everlastingly evolve
A part of myself that I wasn't aware of is awakening.

the One-Winged Angel
Imperfection at its best

Taiyou ni akogarete
Takaku takaku tonda tsubasa
Sono netsu ni tokasareta
Fukai umi e to ochite yuku

Odayaka na minamo ochita namida no hitoshizuku ga nami wo tate
Sono nami wa kaze ni fukare haruka kanata ni made mo todoku you ni

Tsuki ga sotto kata wo tataki
minamo utsushite kureta kiiro michi
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Looking up to the sun
Flying high, up high on wings
The heat dissolves them
and he falls into the deep sea.

A single tear drops into the serene water, creating a wave
That wave is blown by the wind and reaches far away.

The moon gently massages my shoulders
reflecting a yellow path on the water surface.

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Slowly carving a path through the world by on his own...