.:. lightning before storm .:.
Not for the faint hearted...
In a minute edge of the heart,
covered by a facade of smiles,
is a dark little corner.
Darkness swarms around,
overpowering in aura,
surpressing the weakling inside.
A ray of light peeks thrugh,
cutting through the darkness,
like a ray of hope.
The hand is raised to receive it,
yet dragged down by weights on chains,
falling in the attempt.
Guilt, pressure and sadness,
tied and locked to the legs,
scratching the floor as the latter struggles.
Where's the colors that used to exist,
the bright enlightenment that this truly needs,
the colors of the heart?
The weakling huddles in the corner,
baring the weights on his own,
unable to free himself to the colors outside...
Been feeling like this recently. Nothing major has happened, so i deduce it is due to the snowball effect of many events. Tutorials, tests, the guilt of not having started on mid year revision, the lack of people during PE, and many other things which just all leads to a slippery slope. Need back the motivation to study like for promos last year...
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
Revealed on [6:30 AM]
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